I went to Waterworld California today, and boy did I feel so gross after I took my season pass card. I processed my card AFTER 4 hours in the heat, swimming and juggling two kids and was in my bathing suit with no makeup on, not the greatest timing of a "photo shoot" may I add. The guy who took it does not know how to take a flattering photo. Do I always have to ask the photo taker "please zoom to my face and don't show my goods to everyone who has to look at it". Anyway, looking at my photo and saw how gross I was, of course I got down on myself...again. I wished that I had my face on(face with make up).
What do people call someone who looks decent in the face but body is not? Like when people call a girl "Butter Face" (But- Her- Face) because her body is sooo banging but her face is not. If that's your first time hearing that expression...well it's something peeps in the bay area says a lot. Would I be called a "Butter Body"? Which one is worse? Both I suppose. But human nature is cruel and we are bound to be judge everyday, no matter if you want to be or not.
My fam bam and I were driving back home and I was listening to the radio and heard this song, and it brightened my spirit. I know I can be really critical of my physical flaws but I just need to remember that it's only skin deep.
Friday, July 1, 2011
So it's been 15 days and I have lost 5.2 lbs. I haven't been too proactive but losing some weight is a start. I started a 10 pound challenge on the forum for the month of July. It will motivate me to stay on track and to lose a little more before my Vegas trip in early August. Let's see how my competitive state is, this month. My ultimate goal for month of July, is to get my butt to the gym!! At least once in the next 31 days...lol. I tell myself I paid for it, might as well use it. Oh, maybe sign up to a spin class. oh I hate the meat heads that can't stop looking as my behind when I use the treadmill. Totally annoying. Ugh, the gym...nuff said.