|After I cried and stopped feeling sorry for myself, I curled my hair...lol.|
My Rant for today:
What is wrong with me? Why do people ignore me so much? Why is it so hard to make friends in the bay area? Especially being a stay at home mom I don't know the real "art" of making friends. I never had a problem making friends until I left college. I guess because I was an athlete and had a lot of things in common with people, it might have been easier for me. But making friends for my kids, its been a challenge for me.
I feel so bad for my kids. I really do try to make an effort to find friends for them. I hate that you have to be friends with another kid's mom, in order for your kids to have friends. I'm really quite shy when it comes to talking to people I don't know, in person. Having a natural pissed off face doesn't help the matter, either. I have been like this since I could remember, but now that I have kids...they are not benefiting from it either.
What made me realize this even more today? Because of my current trip to Children's Fairyland. I was suppose to meet up with 8 other moms from a mommy and me group that I joined last year in October. After checking in to see if other moms were there, no one responded to my comment. By looking at me, would you be intimidated to approach me? I know I don't look creepy. I also know that I don't have B.O. (body odor). What can I do, to make friends with other kid's moms or guardian easier? This country girl really do hate the city. oh, goodness...today wasn't a good day, emotionally.